What a hectic and busy weekend. I'm tired. Still tired, though I slept till noon on Sunday.
On Sat:
Went to make my specs in the afternoon, then for facial. Then went out with Angelus at night, reached home at around 3am.
On Sun:
Slept till noon around 2pm, slacked a lil, then went Cynthia's place to do up some stuff.
Wasn't a bad weekend, but wasn't really a relaxing and good one either. The good is that I got things done and still went for a facial and all. The bad is that it was too hectic, and tiring..
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Realized some stuff about myself.
By nature, by horoscope, by birth date calculations, I'm a pessimist.
I cry a lot, so damn a lot that I find myself seriously annoying sometimes.
I try to hold it in so much nowadays. It's working a bit.
Some things I do, burden people. I really hate to be a burden, and people who know me knows that I don't like to bother people. I know that myself too.
I love singing, really damn a lot. I think it's the only hobby I have right now.
I'm easily influenced by people. Somehow, to the extend that I'm a pushover.
I usually think a lot a lot, and when I think a lot, I'm usually quiet.
I show my emotions too much. When I'm upset, everyone knows.
I keep a lot of things to myself, even my best friends and/or other half will have a hard time getting it out of me.
As much as I'm trying to convince myself that everything will turn out fine, it's not working.
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That's why I say, "No matter what I do, how I feel, I'm always in the wrong. Everyone else will always be right. "
I'm not feeling good. Right now.

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